Текст песни «Adaliah - Relapse»

Here I am again trying to forget the past but I cant pretend that it wont make its way back
I cant look at you the same as I could before
Even though apologies were made I feel it more and more
In the back of my head lies memories repressed as I begin the salvage the happiness I have left
Too young to take in all the problems at hand but old enough to know exactly where I stand
Rebuild, rebuild
Ill do whatever it takes to have my mind sit still
Cut you off cause Ive had enough
Im sick hearing I need to toughen up
This is not the way that Im supposed to be
Im fucking drowning and youre letting me
Please, no more
Im too far gone to float back to shore now
Youre still reading the book but guess what?
I skipped to the last chapter
We all die at the end.
Regardless of the way you pretend that my best interest is at hand
Its just the way you pull me down
Its like I cant do a thing for myself without you
Pulling at my sleeves
All you want to do is drag to my knees
Pulling at my sleeves
All you want to do is drag me to my fucking knees
And now I find myself believing in fictitious heroes
Ive come to know at the end of the day its just the way that the wind blows
I can only save myself without your help
So if this is what it has to come to, youre another burned bridge under my belt
The calm before the stormforming around me, closing me in
The feeling begins
Here I am again trying to forget the past but I cant pretend that it wont make its way back
I cant look at you the same as I could before
Even though apologies were made I feel it more and more