Текст песни «Avail - Dixie»

(Time wasted by a v a i l
IAMHOLTZ@grove.iup.edu) Lookout Records
#103
D I X I E

ON THE NOD CLONE
could be afraid day breaks the same
of what they'd say for the expressionless
could be afraid open the gates at a
of the things they say stand still routine
this morning I had the bad taste media dream, no reality
I couldn't think straight pressure
I crawled back inside eager to be recognized
I've taken this as a warning fighting for promotion
I'm gona rid myself of everything no time for rest so
outside of my ways next door no contact
could be afraid impersonal glance
of what they'd say afraid to go out
so from now on I know nothing learn to isolate
push it back let it fade companionship through
simple words have always meant nothing classifieds
I can taste the waste of energy a desparate attempt
I always thought ot was safe to put a name on the face
to be aquainted casually no time for companionship no
they're dropping non-stop ego knows you want
casually I make my way directed to ego knows you'll take it
another place to stay until I'm inconvenience a nightmare
settled but I'm not afraid never ending race
could be afraid four wheels, pavement
of what they'd say ego, poor health
out of strength watch me go hands of greed grab
afraid it's over on I move whatever they can take
a simple step on my way eager to materialize
to avoid responsibility fighting for a piece
no time for rest no
TUNING rise
walking by myself when it happens friend
I took a look around no, no don't let them break you
I think I misunderstood rise
the magic of this town no matter what they say
it's time to recognize no, no don't let them break you
that I should let it go
it doesn't look like it did SONG
it doesn't feel like it should do you remember when we met
I keep waiting for something I was so intrigued
don't know how long I'll last you were so intrigued
sometimes I think we spent our time
it could be my turn to detach telling our sides
can't find the strength to decide of our excitement
where is should go of insecurities
I don't think like I did moving far away
I don't feel like I should and from that moment on
I saw familiar faces we were inseperable
far from those I knew so well a vivid image of ecstasy
couldn't think of much to say it's been a long time
didn't know how I felt and things I see
so I put them behind me well they remind me
and I let them go well they remind me
they didn't look like hey did they take me to that age
they didn't feel like they should moving far away
moving far away in time
SIDEWALK but everyday that goes by
it was time your further from my mind
when I walked away try to rememebr
we said good-bye lies
I was confused i know I trasure things too much
I traded everything instead of pushing them aside
for another life still I tell lies
and thought I left try to turn around and face it
I swore that
I would never go 25 YEARS
you said you would my mother said things are fine
save a piece and turned the other way
until I came back home my troubles she said go way back
I've got a new design far before your day
and I want to but things are all right
try it on for size she said it's alright
i was hoping you could see it on her face
you would let me her days of praise had gone astray
cause when I think and moved on to another place
that everything is my father threw up his arms
on the brink in a cold aggressive rage
i know that you i've been fighting my conscience
are there to catch me years now every single day
spilling time we live alone now
looking for salvation but no one is to blame
in my mind his days away go unexplained
holding on things will never be the same
holding out for life what's there to pray about?
i swore i would letting go is not so simple
never go what's there to pray about?
i should have picked another hero
VIRUS
you built a garden to watch it rot TREADING ON HEELS
you could get blood from stone what you are
if you want i'm not your apprentice
but for you to be infectious don't lead the way
maybe not i could care less
the needle got me and i'll bleed of your identity
on you either way my first impression
it doesn't matter which way you face did not impress
somehow i'm always gonna be in your your insecurities
way came across as
cut from me spend on defense confidence
that's genocide it seems so convenient
I'll find myself a hammer now to let others
and construct a box think for you
the size of myself when your tired
and when the time is right and your down
they will bring me down can you find
and lay me there on the ground somewhere to be
"a disease maintained by...criminal that you call your own?
neglect so enormous that it amounts try and learn about yourself
in genocide." then we can have
revolution
MODEL my first impression
i'd do anything did not impress
to look that way your insecurities
when i stop and think again come across as confidence
i want to change my face could it be a front
and change my skin concealment
no more invisible for acceptance
to them, you can't compare so far
i'd do anything you've shown me little
big is a scar to believe
you'd better get thin so far
the tanner you are have you seen what
the more you fit in you expected to see
bullshit you got a disease
you follow the trends SOUTH BOUND 95
like the rest of the sheep boredom in this mobile home
in nowhere u.s.a.
BELIEFS PILE somehow gotta make it home
to be the one to swallow my pride I'll try to richmond v.a.
but make no promises when i'm there i want to go
and before I go off to collect myself but when I'm gone I don't
please don't give up i'll make it
while there's time anywhere but here
to be the one to swallow my pride I'll try but here is where
but make no promises i've got to be
I'll wash myself of that feeling anywhere but here
while I'm still wet i've gotta make it
and before I go off to collect myself to dixie
please don't give up
while there's time my goal is to gain
the courage and smile for awhile
if I'm the first to open my arms and try
well i've done mine
I have no regrest I wasn't forced into this
so it's all right
to be the one to laugh at my pride i'll try
and make no promises
I'll wash myself of that feeling while
I'm still wet
I have no regrest I wasn't forced into this
I'm trying to make the best of my nonsense
before i go off to collect myself
please don't give up