Тексты песен «Deviated Presence»

Through the world I guide my eyes in despair, hate and wrath. One last time I will arise from you scum. You forced me to go this way, no choice is left, cannot lose anything anymore, living only for the moment and...

For a long time it hasn't been there, perhaps never... Quietly it crept along all the time, always there, but not with me. Now it's here, feeds on and destroys me. It's everywhere, I cannot flee without leaving myself...

My chaos is the battlefield of mental war. the enemies: myself and everyone else. I feel drawn out, them to slaughter. disdain, the urge for undermination, unseen i proceed. the farther i get the more i'm drained. every...

There is a shadow floating over me growing to a vast crimson cloud meanings are blurred calm and harm in disorder my eyes blinded for what is real noone there to drag me out of here noone there to stop me from drowning...

Arrival at the wrong place, incidental manipulations, reasonless undeliberate deeds, torn connections, unused opportunities. the ways can't be ungone, me following the plan. decisions can't be undone turn-offs,...

Leaving one world to find myself in another one even worse surreal places in mental disease self-inflicted torture eerie inner sphere misanthropic rage, extinguish unknowing foul flesh the trees wave in silent breeze...

Walking through cold air the wind blows dead leaves along my way dead thoughts crawl my mind it all left me this winter day i roam through the wilderness created by the hand of man, feel it's cold expedient futility...

The rain weeps past the windows, a strange feeling keeps a hold on me. where am I? what has been before? questions, hardly answerable. cannot feel time, cannot feel myself. loneliness with me that breaks one's mind...

You're standing alone on the hill that the master built, only watching the stars, damned, your soul is killed. To the stars you will go, beyond your death and a better world you'll know after your last breath...

...And sleep half the day when the drugs have gone away wake up and lazily fill the rest of the day just to recognize the pain and again end up with narcotics in veins that's the way it goes, decay of former hopes -...

A pleasant warm dusk, when I returned from a time of fulfillment, not like the others, just empty, like awoken from a dream. Ripped away in agony, from a place far away. 'Lone again I am, doomed in the lands of grief,...

How many words have I whispered? how many songs have I played? how many thoughts have run through my mind? as all is gone now what is left to do? what will be left without you? theres no meaning at all, beholding the...

Calm in my mind, at last, only for some moments, admiring the elements raging around me the rain is heavy, turns the nocturnal world to hazy dark grey wind lashes the scenery around my small protective shell the storm...